I made a $130.00 payment online Friday to the credit company my mother took out a loan from and for whatever the hell reason, despite the fact that I did not have insufficient funds in my account, the payment was sent back.

Now the credit company wants the $130.00 plus an additional $20 for a returned payment fee. They’re giving me until Friday when I get paid to bring it in, which wouldn’t be so bad if it weren’t for the fee. My paycheck this week has to go to the internet bill and with the 150 going to the loan as well, I’ll hardly have any money for groceries, let alone for our rent.

The commissions I’ve been working on have been helping for little odds and ends between checks, but the 20th, when our apartment complex will start adding late fees to our rent, is right around the corner. Even with the commissions I don’t think I’ll be able to get the rent paid.

Between the emotional blah-ness of the divorce being finalized yesterday and the additional money woes today, I am just so stressed out right now.